Before all this started, years ago, I had a direct line with source.

It lasted 3 weeks.

It’s hard to describe the feeling but I can tell you I was worried about my mortality. I thought to myself at the time — “this for sure is how it feels to be on the other side.”

During that time I knew the truth about everything.

It’s really hard to describe. I just knew.

And the biggest take away from that experience was — none of this matters. But at the same time everything matters.

Get it?

The things you think matter — don’t. And the things you think don’t — do.

It’s all the little things that you never pay attention to.

It’s being somewhere and not being somewhere.

It’s being present and not being present.

These are not dualities. These are being the yin or yang in a moment of time.

It’s about setting off or being part of series of chain of events.

We are merely instruments.