/i am splitting

I am splitting.

And slowly disconnecting from the day to day mundane life of what is 3d.

What is 3d? Good question.

It’s a space of linear time. Past, present and future. You spend very little time in the present while in 3d– most of the time spent is in the past and in the future. Your experiences of the past lead you to project your future. Which leads you to spend your present building your moments for the future. (Doesn’t that suck?)

In the 3d, we have the law of attraction. What you put your attention on, will give you more of that.

Here we also have duality. Good and bad. You verses me. Them verses us.

So obviously in that context, you can say I was forced out of the 3d. They didn’t want me there. I didn’t fit in. To be honest with you, I didn’t want to stay in the madness anyways. It was becoming exhausting.

People in the 3d are becoming worst versions of themselves or maybe their true versions of themselves? Who knows…

Well I’m a free agent now. I’m strictly an observer. Free to go where ever I want. Do whatever I want. Alone.

So now what? I have no idea but you know my response to all this…

On a side note I was able to manifest a brand new Rebecca Minkoff bag for $80 (originally $325). Score. I guess I’ll keep myself preoccupied with other manifestation games. Such as a gated ivory tower to house myself in while the rest of the world erupts.

Cheer friends.

/energy attacks

What the f*** is going on here?

Every I turn I take, I find myself in a middle of new energy attack.

In the beginning, it got to me. Wiped me out. I was eating popcorn in bed watching Netflix and licking my wounds.

Look I’m not woo woo. I’m as data driven as it gets but– I’m down this rabbit hole.

So last Saturday I crawled out of bed, showered and drove myself to nearest new age store I could find via Google Maps and went shopping. Sage – check; black protection crystals of sorts -check; white light -check; and misc stuff to help increase the frequency even more. Why? Because when you are down you have to get your vibe up even more. You got to come back stronger.

Sounds like gibberish right?

For anyone waking up this will resonate with you.

Doesn’t it feel at times like a really bad amusement park ride with such highs and lows it makes you wonder if your going bi-polar? Well guess what your aren’t mentally ill. That’s what all the big Pharma companies want you to believe so you keep popping those pills and maintain a ultra low frequency. Don’t give in.

It’s important to know what gets your vibration jumped. For me it’s listening to illegal Abraham Hicks videos on Youtube, essential oils, eating RAW and forcing myself to go to the gym. By hour two I’m good as new — ready to go war with contrast.

But don’t think for a minute it hasn’t stopped. I’m just not flinching as much. Until the separation (and I’ll get to that in the next post), we are going to be in thick of it. Friction kiddos friction…

/energy healing + spirit guides

So I went to see an energy healer.

Long story short I had a lot of weird sh*t go down over the past week and I thought — ‘what the hell?!’

Turns out my lower chakras are massively blocked. What’s new? I feel that explains a lot.

My crown, heart and throat chakra are uncharacteristically wide opened for a human. Still not sure what that means. I’ll revisit this later.

And then I was told I have a yhuuuuuge tribe counting on me; that I’m not alone and I really should ask for help in this undertaking. (So what exactly is this undertaking… maybe I need to start there?) But one thing, to make sure that the guides, spirits, beings, etc that I call on are on the highest frequency. Apparently there are a lot of “bad guys” floating around as of late.

Obviously this energy worker gave me homework assignment (What’s new? This seems to be a thing with me). So I’m assigned to 1) learn who my guides are and 2) ask for help.

So time to go to trusty Google and start with…

‘How to contact spirit guides?’

And then let’s figure out ‘How to learn the name of my spirit guides’

I’ll get working on this and do more research. If you have any tips please drop them below. I’ll update you all in the next week.

/be who you are: your highest self

Last post I briefly touched on we sometimes we have to hear things we don’t want to.

I featured a Facebook video from Francisco Javier Ossa which discussed a variety of “truths” in my last post. It’s really good and entertaining. Worth watching all 84 minutes if you haven’t watched it check it out.

He did a channeling on the full moon with many important messages. (I’ll come back in the next couple days and update with the major takeaways…). In the mean time enjoy!

/buzzinga

Have you ever found yourself in a conversation where you don’t know if the person is joking or telling you what they are really thinking?

Maybe it’s the only way they can get the message across to you and lessen the blow…

We all need to hear things we don’t want to hear. To trigger us, to work through the emotions, to heal.

/ancestral karma

So as mentioned in prior posts, I have been dealing with some ancestral karma. Something I realized earlier this year that, THAT was the mysterious weight that I was carrying. I couldn’t put my finger on it for years as to why I felt so heavy. And when I awakened — I couldn’t carry it anymore. I felt relieved to understand what I was carrying but overwhelmed at the same time with the idea of dealing with it ALL.

First, I’d like to say that working on myself through this awakening process has inadvertently resulted in working through some of this karma.

Secondly, I want to mention that this “ancestral karma” isn’t just illusive woowoo sh*t. It’s the very traumas, negative behaviors and perspectives you have inherited from your parents, grandparents and so forth and so forth.

It’s going to take years to unwind from all this sh*t. This is thousands years of negativity highly concentrated in me. This didn’t start with me…

Here is some web research that resonated with me. Hope it helps!

  • Great are some books (click on them to learn more):

/black moon

It’s been a bumpy July. For anyone who has been monitoring the energy waves hitting earth with their handy SpaceWeatherLive App knows what I am talking about.

Some are saying that this is nothing. To brace ourselves as it’s only going to get worst toward the end of the year. But I digress…

Let’s quickly talk about what’s in front of us this week:

The new moon is closer to earth than usual it’s effects are stronger and we feel it on a deeper level.

And August is looking to become a heart centered month. Know thy self…

I recommend during this month to try out Future Self Journaling. It’s something I have been doing on and off over this past year. It’s been a game changer especially during the ascension process.

/dogma

I’m going to get super serious with you for a moment. Be f*cking careful which alien train you follow.

I’ve been making soft warnings in my prior posts about being too dogmatic.

Let me explain why…

A month or two ago I began to notice I had started to develop a habit of checking a set of blogs daily like a coke addict. “What’s going on with the CMEs? What’s happening in the non physical world?” I had to be in the know. Why?– Because I started using it as an excuse as to why everything was happening around me.

Now grant it, yes a lot of what is going on is influenced by some of this woo woo stuff — BUT NOT EVERYTHING. We still have to take in account for our own free will and we still have to be accountable. AND others have to still be accountable for their actions.

Then I started noticing that others were doing the same thing. Even some of the famous Youtubers have indicated that they too “live for this stuff.”

It saddens me to see people in a hold pattern caught up in something rather then actually living their life.

In addition, parts of this community are beginning to mimic other forms of organized religion. Practicing the very thing they are teaching to steer away from — DUALITY.

  • Either you are with us or you will be stuck in 3d.
  • You have to eat, breath and sleep this stuff to be authentic.
  • You have to drop your life at any time for any calling they put out.
  • You have to be willing to die to ascend to 5d.

*Record stops*

Umm what?

Oh yes, some are claiming “new earth” is not here. That we can’t make it here. That you have to die (yes, you are reading right) to make it to “5d” and enter “new earth.”

Some are claiming aliens are here waiting outside our orbit ready to take us there.

Hmmmm….

Sounds a little too familiar….

A little cray cray right?

And the funny thing is when I have brought this concern to some “woken” individuals who are a part of this community, they have accused me of being “driven by my ego to refuse to be willing to die for the ascension process.”

So be careful. Because this can be you.

/Half-Blood Thunder Moon

Well it’s that time again. Full moon is back! And better than ever.

So what does that mean for you?

“The moon in astrology symbolizes our emotional selves, the innermost part of ourselves. It’s our creative impulses,” says Rachel Lang, intuitive astrologer and healer. “The sun symbolizes the way we express that creative impulse. It’s our life force energy and how we see ourselves in the world.” So during full-moon phases, “hidden aspects” of ourselves bubble up—this includes memories, emotions, and dreams. “It’s a time for awareness and to realize things about yourself that come to light in new ways,” she says.

– Well and Good

Sh*t surfacing? Bubbling up? Check, and check.

Emotions running high? Check.

Wonder Girl Astrology gives us more insights to what to expect:

Sounds like just another day in the ascension process to me.

Don’t forget to get your crystals out for a nice cleansing under the “Half-Blood Thunder Moon.” 😉