Last post I briefly touched on we sometimes we have to hear things we don’t want to.
I featured a Facebook video from Francisco Javier Ossa which discussed a variety of “truths” in my last post. It’s really good and entertaining. Worth watching all 84 minutes if you haven’t watched it check it out.
He did a channeling on the full moon with many important messages. (I’ll come back in the next couple days and update with the major takeaways…). In the mean time enjoy!
Have you ever found yourself in a conversation where you don’t know if the person is joking or telling you what they are really thinking?
Maybe it’s the only way they can get the message across to you and lessen the blow…
We all need to hear things we don’t want to hear. To trigger us, to work through the emotions, to heal.
So as mentioned in prior posts, I have been dealing with some ancestral karma. Something I realized earlier this year that, THAT was the mysterious weight that I was carrying. I couldn’t put my finger on it for years as to why I felt so heavy. And when I awakened — I couldn’t carry it anymore. I felt relieved to understand what I was carrying but overwhelmed at the same time with the idea of dealing with it ALL.
First, I’d like to say that working on myself through this awakening process has inadvertently resulted in working through some of this karma.
Secondly, I want to mention that this “ancestral karma” isn’t just illusive woowoo sh*t. It’s the very traumas, negative behaviors and perspectives you have inherited from your parents, grandparents and so forth and so forth.
It’s going to take years to unwind from all this sh*t. This is thousands years of negativity highly concentrated in me. This didn’t start with me…
Here is some web research that resonated with me. Hope it helps!
It’s been a bumpy July. For anyone who has been monitoring the energy waves hitting earth with their handy SpaceWeatherLive App knows what I am talking about.
Some are saying that this is nothing. To brace ourselves as it’s only going to get worst toward the end of the year. But I digress…
Let’s quickly talk about what’s in front of us this week:
The new moon is closer to earth than usual it’s effects are stronger and we feel it on a deeper level.
And August is looking to become a heart centered month. Know thy self…
I recommend during this month to try out Future Self Journaling. It’s something I have been doing on and off over this past year. It’s been a game changer especially during the ascension process.
As if sh*t was not getting weird enough. There was a moment where I got the urge to go buy tarot cards. To be clear I bought one tarot deck and 2 oracle sets on Amazon. (Thank you for making shopping too easy Amazon.)
Truthfully, I got inspired off of Pinterest. I came across a pins about spreads and decided ‘what the hell’!
Once they came I found myself mesmerized by the art. (Ever happen to you?).
Not really buying into the fortune by paper — I decided to use the cards as of more of an introspective look into my soul. (As if I wasn’t getting enough of that.) I would pull cards, read the meaning and see how it resonated with me. Then journal that feeling. (Hoping the countless of hours of introspection would give me more direction.)
Okay brace yourselves — I got fancy. One night I even got inspired to create my own spreads on Canva. Drum roll…
(Don’t judge me)
Yep. That last one though — sorry dating has been non existent and I’m searching for better options then Bumble or Tinder.
Feel free to use them. Hope it helps. Yeah – so that’s that story for ya.
Welcome to the party.
So tonight we’re gonna party like it’s 1999! – Prince
Apparently, when we arrive is irrelevant as timing is always divine. (There is no such thing as fashionably late here.)
And you can check your duality at the door — thanks.
Yep – I just threw Britney in there. Because this song is how I feel. Woah oh oh oh oh oh oh…
Because we are ascending to the 5d.
So what’s the 5d?! Yeah… umm… another dimension.
I’ll give you a moment to process that. I’ll check back in a few minutes. Go ahead and Google if you need to. Watch a few Youtube videos. It’s okay, I was the same exact way. Doesn’t this sh*t just keep getting weirder ( and when does it stop)?
Okay — you good? I know, it sounds a bit — crazy. But you have to admit, things are shifting around us. People are waking up. People aren’t playing into the status quo anymore.
Just pay attention to the news. People are ousting the bad guys, people are openly discussing their spirituality, manifestation, laws of attraction and everything in between. I mean UFOs are becoming a common place conversation now. And most importantly, there is a whole movement of people breaking away from corporate slavery. (Ahh freedom of the mind.) People are going back to buying directly from each other various of services and products. (And enter stage left crypto…) I can go on and on…
So let’s get back to this 5D stuff. I have been researching but can’t find the OG behind this stuff so I’m going to have to give you the run down from how I understand it. Don’t hold me to a candle. Okay?
So 3d is where “most” of us have come from or are still in. In this dimension we have all the bad stuff, fear, duality, materialism, greed, jealously, etc (think 7 deadly sins).
Then we move into the 4d. This is considered the “dream world.” Where things are more fluid but duality still exists. Some say that some of us are already here.
And lastly, (but not really because in theory there are 13 of these dimensions) there is 5d — the dimension of light. Here no duality and none of the bad stuff exists. Pure light and unconditional light only exists here. (Sounds dreamy right?)
This is where we are all heading to. But before you are given access to VIP (5d) you got to burn off all the bad stuff. Yes, the universe might continue to hit you with a bat until you bend to it’s will. Trust me when I say this, I’m not sure how much more I can take of it either. And apparently through the grapevine, the end of 2019 is going to be quite the experience. Whatever that means.
And to help with this process our Sun is playing a major part in all this. According to SpaceWeather.com it is confirmed we are officially in a Solar Minimum meaning, “Solar minimum is the period of least solar activity in the 11 year solar cycle of the Sun. During this time, sunspot and solar flare activity diminishes, and often does not occur for days at a time.” (Thanks Wikipedia!)
But what does happen is our sun spits our the narliest CMEs (coronal mass ejection) toward Earth. Think of these a serious tsunamis of energy.
Now how does this go in hand with all this ascension talk? Well– those energy waves go through the Earth’s atmosphere and hits you. And its not like it’s little energy. We are talking YUUGE energy waves. This energy creates timeline jumps, sends you knowledge to download into your body and apparently crystalizes your dna (I’m still unsure about that one but for now lets roll with this stuff.)
Have you been feeling tired lately? Maybe clouded thinking? Maybe waking up at 3 or 4 am on the repeat?
Well — this can be might be because your body is being worn out by those waves and data downloads. (Someone needs to make a space weather app to tell me how I’m going to be feeling today.)
So that’s scratching the surface on ascension. Don’t worry I will come back to share more but after the countless Britney videos and dimensional talk I think I’ll leave you with that.
For more information on some of this stuff, I tried to find something legitimate but as mentioned before there is not a lot of solid information out there.
After the universe hit me with a bat (also known as ‘the dark night of the soul’) I instantly fell on my knees to the universe.
So naturally when a friend from my past travels suggests to schedule a session with a QHHT practitioner I said ‘yes’.
The practitioner was patient with me as I had no clue what I was in for. She sent me information to prep me for the event and suddenly I found myself scheduling a “doctors” appointment to block out the 3-4 hours this would take.
In the beginning, I won’t lie it was weird. I forced myself to play along (or focus my way into it). But once in I was on autopilot.
The practitioner took me through past lives relevant to this time. Cliffnotes version: medieval period, a planet, and fjords. I’m still reflecting on what all of it means. *shrugs*
Then she proceeded to ask me the pages of questions I had sent over to her prior. I asked her about the standard questions: Love, Money, Sex. My sassy higher self to not worry that it’s all irrelevant. To stop wasting time and get going on my path.
And what was that? Good question, to be. I wasn’t on earth on some grandiose mission (– like the kind to save the planet from themselves). No I was here to live. (Thanks for the permission universe, I’m going sky diving, climbing Everest, and gambling all my money away… jk– at least with the last one.)
Afterwards I got a recording to go back to and reflect on the information presented to me.
To learn more about QHHT go to the source — the OG herself:
WTF is this sh*t?!
Any question as to the validity of my “awakening” was put to rest during my dark night of the soul experience.
The universe had hit me with a bat. (Wham!) Over and over again for a period of 45 days. I was leveled.
Never in my life have I felt such deep sadness. Not even with the passing of friends and family. I cried daily. I felt deep dark corners of my soul that I had never felt before. It was unexplainable as my baseline has always been happy.
Certain people in my life were becoming unhinged. Creating negative situations in which lead me to letting them go.
There was an incredible urge to eat. And oh did I eat — suddenly I found myself downloading the Pizza Hut app on my phone. They delivered a variety of fake food goodness to me frequently. (And I don’t even eat Pizza Hut?! – Paleo eater here!) My friends who were “woke” said I was grounding.
I’m pretty certain aside from my occupational commitments — I didn’t get out of bed. The world didn’t see me as I was LEVELED. (But I definitely caught up on all my streaming television.)
My body ached. I had felt muscle pain in which almost seemed my body aged to 80 in a heart beat. I had to seek therapy to help alleviate the ailments.
Then I started seeing repeating numbers EVERYWHERE. (Not the first time in my life but enough to get annoying.) What did it all mean? Should I or shouldn’t I? WTF universe can you send me a compass or a Rosetta Stone please?!
And finally after 40-50 days there was a break in the storm and I was able to go back to life business as usual, 10 pounds heavier (with my dark night of the soul LBs). But it wasn’t business as usual. It was clear, something was going on with me and there was no turning back.
Here is some web research that resonated with me about the ‘dark night of the soul’. Hope it helps!
I’m not exactly certain when the definite moment I had “awakened.” Looking back it almost seemed I was born awakened with no fighting chance of maintaining integrity. There are certain early memories that have lead me to think this.
Over time I was imprinted with the world’s perspectives and I became one of them.
Things did however begin to unravel when the promises of world had gone unfulfilled. I did exactly what was expected of me to only learn the math didn’t add up. I wasn’t even 30 yet and I thought to myself I have another 50-60 years of this game to go? WTF. That set me on the course…
“It isn’t by getting out of the world that we become enlightened, but by getting into the world…by getting so tuned in that we can ride the waves of our existence and never get tossed because we become the waves.”
― Ken Kesey
My journey didn’t really start until I began traveling. Through my travels I met strangers who spoke words such as “awaken,” “manifestation,” “Abraham Hicks,” “soul contracts,” “lightworker,” “twin flame,” “shadow work,” “laws of attraction,” “started,” “past lives,” “qhht,” “the shift,” “the event,” and even “woo, woo.”
Naturally curious I Googled — and went down many rabbit holes. At times I feel that I have lost many valuable hours trying to gain an understanding of what all of this means. Because I too was awakening from a deep slumber induced by my environment. From each interaction, things became slightly clearer.
But what I was finding — there was no concise road map left behind by others who have gone before me that I could use.
So here it is –a journal of my unearthly travels. Hope this helps someone make a little more sense of this all.
//Unearthly.Travel.Blog 