/neptune in retrograde

“Another retrograde is coming.”

When does it stop? It’s been close to 7 months since I have been thrown into the deep end of all of this and I need a vacation from everything. I feel like I have enrolled into ascension university and the first semester just kicked my ass. I barely passed any of my classes and I’m looking forward to summer break. But in this situation there is no summer break.

Up next, is the Neptune retrograde, where the illusions in our lives are slowly being pulled away so we are faced with our realities. Neptune also represents spirituality. So in addition, we will be forced to go inwards, inside ourselves to reevaluate everything. (Story of my life life lately!)

For me, this whole journey so far has been about personal development. Jail breaking out of the programming and getting

tuned in, tapped in, turned on…” – Abraham Hicks

so to speak. First learning ‘what is it that I really want from life?’, then adjusting my frequency accordingly. It’s almost a practice or discipline of sorts.

But in all seriousness…

I’m working through a lot of loose ends. My vibe is off. I’m attracting the wrong things, or maybe the right things for the time to learn the lessons I need to — but I would rather not.

I have to remember that this is not about my fairy godmother giving me presents. It’s about the ascension at the end of the day.

Ah time to let go of that materialistic ideology.

Regardless of ascension or just pure selfishness architecting your life is hard. (Remember my purpose here on life is to ‘be’… and right now I’m having a tough time just ‘being’.) When you get real freedom in life, figuring out what you really want becomes a little less straight forward. And if you aren’t careful about your vibes you just attract more of the same, or even worst.

Frequency is everything.

It’s time to clean up my vibration and focus upon the thoughts that feel good. Period.

Well — Neptune is in retrograde so I will have plenty of time to figure this out.

/frequency

I bet some of you don’t even know what this is. Let me present to you the radio. This thing can receive radio waves in which turns into music! This — was the OG to Spotify.

“Radio waves are a type of electromagnetic radiation with wavelengths in the electromagnetic spectrum longer than infrared light. Radio waves have frequencies as high as 300 gigahertz to as low as 30 hertz.” – Wikipedia

Back in the day, you had to tune into the right frequency to connect to your favorite radio station to which would play your favorite music. (It wasn’t always on demand music).

So just like with the radio, in your life you have to adjust frequencies to get what you want. As per the laws of the attraction you have to match the frequency of what you want — because everything vibrates a frequency.

Just take a moment to watch or listen this video below. It explains EVERYTHING.

Isn’t Abraham Hicks amazing?

And with this collective awakening, it’s important to master the science of a tuning your frequency as we are all slowly raising the collective vibration so we can ascend to 5d!

Is this starting to make a little more sense now?

But forewarning — adjusting your frequency is a life long learning journey. If it was easy everyone would be doing it.

/law of attraction

My initial introduction to laws of attraction was over brunch 2 years ago when catching up with a good friend.

It’s all about the mother f***ing laws of attraction. You got to get into this sh*t. It’s legit.

(Sorry about the profanity but that is how it was presented to me. Prior to all this mess.)

I was in the vortex. I f***ing love being in the vortex. I need to work on being in the vortex all the time. It was so easy to get into the vortex there. Man I have no problem attracting money but love — I have problems attracting… maybe I can fix that…

He was referencing his in person experience on stage with Abraham Hicks. He flew out to see Ester Hicks a few weeks prior and did not come back the same. Evidently.

You got to get into the f***ing vortex.

Vortex? Okay… umm… hmm… vortex?! Like a whirlpool?… I digress…

After about 20 Abraham Hicks Youtube videos later sent by my dear friend, I was well — sold. Okay I’ll get into the f***ing vortex.

In the beginning, it was about attracting career success. At that point I was over bad bosses and low pay.

Then it was about finding what really made me happy. And we will get to that later (in a different post)…

Then it was about playing with the universe. Let’s see what can happen.

Bippity boppity boo!

Poof! All the things… cluttterrrrr.

But it wasn’t until my “awakening” or this “ascension” process until the principles of laws of attraction has really played a significant role in my life. Because when the universe hits you with a bat (ehem, dark night of the soul) you begin to vibe lower or at least it appears to be lower. So you are willing to do anything and everything to get the vibe up and see the light at the end of the tunnel.

Now speed up to present day: I’m learning how to tune my “frequency” so I can just live. As per the advice of my higher self at my QHHT session.

To learn more about the Laws of Attraction, I recommend you go straight to the source — the OG herself or better yet them: