We all know that CMEs will continue to be an all time high despite the predictions from various gurus that this year things will lightened up.

And in all honesty I was hoping to just get use to them.

But no. This morning at 2:50 — eyes WIDE OPEN.

WTF was that? It’s like a hiccup. A big one that I felt and got me up at 2:50am. THERE WAS NO GOING BACK TO SLEEP. I’ve been up since 2:50 this morning and I am not happy about it. On a day where I’m absolutely slammed and need to perform at my best.

Maybe this guy has some answers…

Nothing. It’s just the same old space disaster talk. I’m not even worried about that. I’m just trying to get through TODAY! But I respect his work. If you aren’t following him — follow him. Legit science stuff which backs up some of the urban legends of our woowoo community.

Oh well I guess it was a life speed bump. Moving on.

The last event was such a success let’s repeat it again this Saturday again!

Date: 1/18/2020
Time: 8pm PST
Location: Same place. If you are new, just follow your intuition. And remember to tell the doorman you’re with me.
Dress code: Dress to impress. No street clothes.

Play the song above to help channel us!

When you are in the matrix, its hard to think there is anything outside of it.

But once you kind of get out of it. You realize the matrix is quite small and there is so much more to this world. It’s awesome. Then you realize why everyone is trying to save this planet. It’s really a play ground if you want it be.

There is quite a large population of individuals who are already out. You can say they have found 5d earth already.

My goal this year is to step into that world 100%. But I need to let go of everything thats in 3d matrix and work through any left over karmic lessons that I need to go through. That requires a sort of shedding and independence that it’s really hard to accomplish.

I’m about half way there.

It’s really hard to explain. But you don’t need an alien ship to come pick you up to have 5d existence. YOU just have to change. YOU have to do the work.

I think it’s always been there. More people are waking up to it and are seeing things clearer. For those of us awake the first stage is typically frustration, followed by stress of ‘now what? how the hell do I get out of here?!’. Some people never make it past this stage as it overwhelms them and they exit. Hopelessness typically takes over. However if you can manage to take the principles of Abraham Hicks and hardness them – things begin to open up. You start to weave through the possibilities that hopefully bring you to 5d. Then lastly you have to work through all that karmic sh*t to really get that freedom of the 5d.

It’s a process.

Warning explicit but really good:

The ‘shift’ is within you. You are the shift. The event will happen to you when you fully step into yourself.

And if you got this far — you should watch this too:

Thanks for everyone who attended the party! It was great to see old faces and new ones.

We had a lot of fun. We will have to do it again soon!

So what happened? What did we talk about? You will have to attend the next one to find out. 😉

In the mean time keep dancing!

A few of us are suspecting Starseeds are being targeted.

So I’m calling another meeting. Different spot different time.

Date: 1/11/2020
Time: 8:00pm PST
Location: Follow your intuition. You will know where to go. Tell the doorman you are with me and don’t be late to the party.
Dress code: Dress to impress, no street clothes.

And if you are having trouble locating us, tap into this song. You should hear it. I’ll make sure the DJ is playing it at 8!

Well that was weird. I was asked to share a message with everyone. That never happens.

I guess things are getting kinda weird now. (As if it wasn’t weird before.)

How fitting? I guess she channeled one of our alien waves…

Anyways time to get weirder. The message was pretty specific. Shine as bright as you can so that as a collective we can be as bright as the sun.

So how does one shine bright? I dunno still working on that myself.

But Grimes might know. Something tells me she knows a little more than she let’s on. And her boyfriend Elon.

Four beings have graced me with their presence and asked me to deliver a message to the world. Here it is:

December 2019 Message

You are being called to light the spark within yourself. To explore your desires as they are the compass in this journey. In order to stay on course, you must understand the course. To understand, is to feel through the felt experience. To eb and flow as like the windy rivers that lay before you on this planet.

You are the seed. You are not creating the seed of change. You are the change. Act accordingly and prepare yourself for the shift on the horizon. You are being asked to burst into being. To shine your light individually as bright as possible so that as a collective you will be as visible as the sun.

We will be connecting with each one of you. Be still and listen. Our voices will be heard through your earthly intuition.

Your path may appear unknown but trust in source. Remember you are always connected to source. You are being lead to where you need to be. Trust in the divine.

When there was no accident…

No press coverage…

You just know…

In silence you just know…

We are slowly approaching the year mark in my “great awakening” process. It’s been a f**king roller coaster ride. Let’s recap the year so far:

From January through March I underwent what is called the “Dark Night of the Soul“. It felt more like 90 days of hell.

All I have to say is f*** that sh**. It was terrible. I never want to go back there every again.

Then waves of energy also known as Coronal Mass Ejections (otherwise referred to as CMEs) began to hit earth consistently giving me symptoms ranging from flu to radiation poisoning.

And then the 30 days of sleepless nights in July.

I was consistently waking up around 3am every day for 30 days straight. For a solid 8 hour sleeper this was hell for me. I couldn’t function for the entire month of July. What was new? It seemed like an ongoing trend for me.

Then in September things began to settle until October when my interpersonal relationships began to suffer greatly.

I lost a few people in my life. That was tough. Some of these friendships had existed for over 10 years. I had to let them go with the hope one day we will be on the same page again.

In November, I had experienced many tests regarding my soul contracts.

I was able to identify when I was being tested and I think — I was able to pass the tests with flying colors!

Which brings to me to December. What now? Well I don’t know. We will see.

Overall I’m not sure how I survived 2019. I hope things now hit the other side of the U curve. Time for good things! Great things to happen!

I’m going to set an intention for 2020 to be my best year of my life so far! Let’s do this!