You can crash the party anytime you want, including right now. (You can project to any moment in time. Backward, forward, and the now.) If you haven’t done this before it’s okay — I’m going to leave bread crumbs as per usual. Just open your heart and feel your way there. (And PS always listen for the music!)
Where: Open your heart, you know where to find me. When: Look for marker left by yours truly on the timeline. Attire: Party Casual, I hear SA himself will be making an appearance… The Breadcrumb:
I feel like I’m being put on a train headed somewhere else while I watch the world around me go in a different direction. A not great direction.
My conversations are becoming more and more disconnected with people. I’m saying one thing, and they respond as if I had said something else. Anyone else experiencing this? It’s very strange experience. I try to repeat myself, correct the misinterpretation and I realized these individuals just repeat their same answer. As if they are programmed with no logical deductions of their own.
We are heading into strange days. For those of you reading this blog, who have also joined our randevúk, and who have been experience similar interactions know precisely what I am getting at here.
We are splitting. Where we are going? I have no idea.
I do have the feeling that those of us here going through similar things are on a separate timeline from everyone else. So despite the madness, we won’t be directly impacted like everyone else. I’m realizing this whole thing was not meant for us. It was meant for them.
I need to learn how to navigate all of this better though as its wearing me out.
I have been caught up by everything. Drowning in the noise.
It almost had me. Then I went back through my blog and read some of my posts. It made me smile.
This past year has been crazy. Insane. But it indeed happen. And now we are here. In another crazy episode of this unearthly travels.
How is everyone doing? Are you holding up?
I know its crazy. It sometimes feels unbearable. Like the walls are caving in.
But I ask you to sit back for a moment and ask yourself – what out of this is actually happening to you?
I don’t know about you but I’m just hiding in my house. Nothing has happened. I am just watching headlines, reddit feeds, telegram posts and people on social processing this one way or another.
Those are their timelines. They are not ours.
I need to learn how to observe but not react. And not take on the emotions of others. Because, I am fine, despite the uncertainty. And I need to walk through this like anyone else.
Ta da! New lesson in life. Oh how it presents itself. How to walk fearlessly through a mine field knowing that despite the danger – I won’t get blown up.
This human meat suit will play games with you. Just be patient to develop the skills friend.
I welcome all those in the state of white light to join me anytime (earth time) in our spot. As time doesn’t exist there. Morning coffee chats, night parties, afternoon gazes. Our view is pretty awesome. Don’t know how to find us? Click here. Remember to check back for location switches but for now it will do.
Remember to step into your own now. The best you can. We are writing the rules now. Not them. Their time has past. Don’ the loud just be you.
My timelines were diverted from the rest in December 2019. I went away for holidays alone. You can almost say, I began my isolation then.
I knew it was an important time for me to be alone. I had no idea but I listened. I knew in the depth of my heart that things will never be the same. I just had no idea the extent of it.
During that time, I reflected on my business, my purpose, my life and exactly what I wanted for the rest of it. As if time was limited but at the same time understanding it is infinite.
When I had come back from the holidays, I was inspired to book another QHHT session. It was was one of those moments where I needed just a little bit of confirmation to what I was feeling in the depth of my soul.
At the time of my QHHT, it was much of the same from the first one. B*tch live it up you are your creator — this, is, it. Don’t f*ck it up.
I asked about the Event. I asked about the end of times. My higher self said it was irrelevant as that should not effect why I am here. The message was repeated throughout the session I am here to live to experience and not to focus on some grand mission. Because that was my mission was to live.
And now I find myself quarantined at home unable to — live.
Did I just miss my opportunity to live? Because this looks like it may take years to clear up. It’s not stopping. Numbers of infected are increasing by the thousands daily.
A friend of mine assured me we are on different timelines. This just needs to play out to the world. This virus is everything and anything. Whatever each individual needs it to be.
We all came here knowing this would happen. Whatever the outcome.
So what is this virus to me? What have I been struggling with?
Honestly, stepping into my own. I have been dancing around being 100% me. The question is what does that look like? Ha, I can be anything. As we are here to be creators not emulators.
My Reiki practitioner tried to help me get grounded in February. I am so glad I did that before this set off. It was funny she said to me, “I have never worked with someone as high frequency as you. So bare with me.”
And I looked at her — ME?!
I guess that has been my struggle. The higher the frequency the less 3d fits you. Unless you learn how to integrate and use it for fun. WHICH – is why I’m here. To play yo. And yet I haven’t had as much fun. Quite frankly I feel like my whole life has been TRAUMA.
So here we are. Locked in our houses bracing ourselves for an invisible war. With the world around us and even more so the world inside us.
I have been pulling cards. Over and over and over again the same message.
I HEAR YOU LOUD AND CLEAR.
Back in January — I had this electric connection to the world flow through me. (BTW I’m abnormally sensitive to electricity and it is to me.). What I felt and saw — it’s so hard to explain.
Then again before this mess happened I had a flash. I felt the 5d plane on our 3d earth. It’s coming sooner then you expect. And it’s happening because of this virus. This is the event.
The community doesn’t want to acknowledge. A few like Laura are. But this is it.
I need to seriously get better at meditating. Because its time to tap into everything inside me. Because me is inside there somewhere.
Laura’s message made me cry yesterday. Because she made me realize not all our fate’s are to survive this.
This is a 3d thing to say but I want to survive this. I barely got started.
Don’t mistake yourself, dying isn’t ascending. It just means you’re out. That’s it.
The 5d will be here no this plane. That was made very clear to me. We are however purging everything.
And for now it might seem we have abundance. That not much has changed. Over time as this virus exhausts every corner of the planet in wave after wave, we will begin to feel the pain of change. It will exhaust us. That was a message given to me. You will be sooooo exhausted that you will loosen the grip to everything and that — is when we will shift over.
So begin preparing. I cannot emphasize this enough. Like warriors we must nourish ourselves, train our minds, train our bodies and be ready. Because last week, I felt like I woke up in an alternative universe.
Unreal. But so real.
This is everything and anything. All timelines have to play out at once. And this is the way it will play out. What happens next, your guess is as good as mine.
A lot of people are going to give you false information during this time. Trust when I say there is a block so to speak on all psychic planes. People will have small visions but no one is suppose to see how all this plays out as — this was meant for everyone on this planet. No one is exempt from this experience.
So be wary. False prophets are now everywhere. It’s not that they are trying to be false prophets but their followers are relying on them to continue the narrative. I’m sorry to say the narrative is over. No more narratives.
I’m not your guru. I am here to be me. Whatever this is. I’m just sharing my story because this is unreal but so real.
Welcome friends. We are here. We have reached the Event.
It’s interesting because I did post this last week. Then if some of you noticed I unposted it. I was waiting for someone to declare we are at the Event. It seems people do not see it. I guess they will declare it when it’s over.
During this time we are forced to be with ourselves. To go inward. To isolate ourselves from one another to do the work. Whatever is left for you to process its time. NOW.
So surrender. Let it flow. Allow for life to carry you down a river and allow for everything to unfold.
I ask everyone to begin the day getting into the vortex. Before you get up out of bed start with intention, clarity and focus.
Once you are in the vortex, move freely in the direction of where you think you need to go and see what happens. Just let things be.
During this time you will be challenged. You will have moments that will test you. Just know all of this you agreed to before arriving here. It’s part of your journey.
Remember to cut all the crap of your life out. This is the time to eat healthy, to feel healthy, and to surround yourself with individuals who really have your back.
Allow people to fade away.
Remember to…
DRINK MORE WATER.
DRINK ELECTROLYTES. As you will need it to help integrate.
MEDITATE ALOT. All the answers you are looking for are within you. Not out there.
Declutter your place of living. 5d earth is not a new planet, so you might want to clean, replace and get ready your space for the new you.
Get your personal shit in order. As said before the planet is not going to change, you are. So get your shit together.
And be ready. Why?
Because you are standing in front of the door to everything everyone has been telling you about since 2012.
Are you coming?
Oh and don’t forget to step right into everything. Don’t be afraid. What you see going on is just the universe stirring everything UP so that everything will fall into place.
I mean look this is global and EFFECTING EVERYONE…. EVERYONE – this is unprecedented. YOU are living history.
No one knows if anything is real ANYWAYS. For all we know this is a simulation. Our lives might not be real. Or we might be ants of an even bigger ecosystem. No one knows.
So when a theory floats up on my radar that some of this ascension stuff might be a trap, I decided to listen. I’m taking it in and sitting on it.
There is a video before this but this one talks about the meat of it.
And then this one follows up more on the subject.
Let me know your thoughts on this in the comments below. Let’s all be respectful of one another.
Titling this post was a little bit interesting. Honestly it seems like everything but yet at the same time nothing is going on. So what do I call this one? Lol
So let’s talk about what’s going on…
People are fading away at accelerated rate from my life. (Evident to who is riding the same elevator up with me.)
Strange encounters with trapped souls.
Twice today, I have come across trapped souls in their meat bodies. As if they were spirit trafficked here. I can tell by their voice and looking into their eyes. It amazes me that this exists. That there are enslaved souls on this planet at the mercy to some unknown power. All I want to do is reach out to them and tell them its okay. That they are sovereign beings. They can walk away from whatever is entrapping them. But deep down inside there is nothing I can say or do for them. They chose this path.
Gave me the worst heeebee geeebees ever.
Projection
This is all merely a projection. No one is having the same exact experience as you. You alone are experiencing this work through the lens of who you are.
Your past learned belief systems, teachings and experiences taint the way you feel, see and hear things. You project your past experiences and insights onto your present moment.
So as someone once told me, “I will never truly know you. I only know you through the lense of who I am.”
Time
Doesn’t it feel like time is speeding up? Well in reality its slowing down.
Create Space It’s Absolutely Necessary
After an incident of a series of energy attacks earlier in the year, I have become a big believer of cleaning your spaces. Making sure to keep it open for light and love to come in. Most importantly to sage the f*** out of it and open the windows to let the bad energy out. In addition, to allow sunshine energy to radiate the space and bring in the fresh air in as often as possible.