It’s been a hot minute since I last wrote.

A lot has happened.

And then yesterday I jumped again. And I’m afraid this time to a far worst timeline. Everything is, well, unraveling at the moment. It’s not good.

Maybe in hindsight it will be all for the better but right now I’m in my own personal hell.

My optimistic attitude has faded away and I’m left with reality. That my life is not working for the situation and/or the situation is not working for my life. Question is next and what do I do?

I really have to shut out ALL the noise for this one. The input from family and friends has been wrong. EXTREMELY WRONG and to the point where it has created more problems instead of eliminated problems.

I will keep bouncing around like a ball in an arcade game until I find an opening. So be it.

I’m letting go in a profound way right now.