We are splitting hard friends.

I feel like I’m being put on a train headed somewhere else while I watch the world around me go in a different direction. A not great direction.

My conversations are becoming more and more disconnected with people. I’m saying one thing, and they respond as if I had said something else. Anyone else experiencing this? It’s very strange experience. I try to repeat myself, correct the misinterpretation and I realized these individuals just repeat their same answer. As if they are programmed with no logical deductions of their own.

We are heading into strange days. For those of you reading this blog, who have also joined our randevúk, and who have been experience similar interactions know precisely what I am getting at here.

We are splitting. Where we are going? I have no idea.

I do have the feeling that those of us here going through similar things are on a separate timeline from everyone else. So despite the madness, we won’t be directly impacted like everyone else. I’m realizing this whole thing was not meant for us. It was meant for them.

I need to learn how to navigate all of this better though as its wearing me out.

Hope you are all well!