We are slowly approaching the year mark in my “great awakening” process. It’s been a f**king roller coaster ride. Let’s recap the year so far:

From January through March I underwent what is called the “Dark Night of the Soul“. It felt more like 90 days of hell.

All I have to say is f*** that sh**. It was terrible. I never want to go back there every again.

Then waves of energy also known as Coronal Mass Ejections (otherwise referred to as CMEs) began to hit earth consistently giving me symptoms ranging from flu to radiation poisoning.

And then the 30 days of sleepless nights in July.

I was consistently waking up around 3am every day for 30 days straight. For a solid 8 hour sleeper this was hell for me. I couldn’t function for the entire month of July. What was new? It seemed like an ongoing trend for me.

Then in September things began to settle until October when my interpersonal relationships began to suffer greatly.

I lost a few people in my life. That was tough. Some of these friendships had existed for over 10 years. I had to let them go with the hope one day we will be on the same page again.

In November, I had experienced many tests regarding my soul contracts.

I was able to identify when I was being tested and I think — I was able to pass the tests with flying colors!

Which brings to me to December. What now? Well I don’t know. We will see.

Overall I’m not sure how I survived 2019. I hope things now hit the other side of the U curve. Time for good things! Great things to happen!

I’m going to set an intention for 2020 to be my best year of my life so far! Let’s do this!