/awakening – part II

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Know thy self.

I think the most challenging part of the awakening process is really getting to the root of who I am.

The universe really calls on YOU. Not what society wants you to be, your parents or your friends. Or what’s even trendy. It wants YOU.

In beginning it feels simple but then faced with life’s challenges it becomes clear — oh sh*t, I don’t really know who I am. Or at least thats how it feels that way sometimes.

Abraham Hicks tells us to feel it. Feel what you like. Use those contrasting moments to identify who you are not. Or what you don’t like. But man, after a while of battling it out with life you just want to know. The constant fine tuning gets tiresome.

And then there are moments when I’m like — ‘is that what I really want?’ or ‘is it what I think I want?’ You have to admit our social conditioning has kind of f***ed us up. From day 1 we are told what to eat, what to wear, how to wear it, who we should date, what school to attend, what to become, how to make money, how much money we should make, etc — I can go on and on. But what exactly is it that I want?

Some days I just know and others — I’m in a deep haze walking blindly through the amazon rain forest WITHOUT the machete to help. Then, I think to myself ‘get into the f***ing vortex‘, so it will be easier. Because as we all know, my mission on earth is to just be me. Some days I think it would of been easier to just have a mission. You know like fix our water crisis. Maybe that is what I’ll do. At least it would give me some direction in life.

Now let’s be clear, I do have direction in my day to day. I currently own my own business and employ ten beautiful beings. There are some days I don’t even have time to think about myself at all. It’s not like the awakening has taken over my life. I can’t let it, I still have to be a functioning contributing member of society that pays their bills somewhat on time.

Something I have started doing is adopting the concept of ‘holy hour’. I wake up everyday at 5:30am and for an hour or two, focus on mediation, journaling and sometimes pulling tarot cards to reflect. I’m really working on trying to work on listening to that really quiet voice that guides us all. The problem with that voice is sometimes you have to get really still and quiet. And not everyone has time for that. But I have learned you have to make time for it. Otherwise, you might find yourself spinning in circles and getting hit by a bat by the universe which I don’t recommend.

Here are recommending are a few readings:

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