I’m not exactly certain when the definite moment I had “awakened.” Looking back it almost seemed I was born awakened with no fighting chance of maintaining integrity. There are certain early memories that have lead me to think this.

Over time I was imprinted with the world’s perspectives and I became one of them.

Things did however begin to unravel when the promises of world had gone unfulfilled. I did exactly what was expected of me to only learn the math didn’t add up. I wasn’t even 30 yet and I thought to myself I have another 50-60 years of this game to go? WTF. That set me on the course…

“It isn’t by getting out of the world that we become enlightened, but by getting into the world…by getting so tuned in that we can ride the waves of our existence and never get tossed because we become the waves.”

― Ken Kesey

My journey didn’t really start until I began traveling. Through my travels I met strangers who spoke words such as “awaken,” “manifestation,” “Abraham Hicks,” “soul contracts,” “lightworker,” “twin flame,” “shadow work,” “laws of attraction,” “started,” “past lives,” “qhht,” “the shift,” “the event,” and even “woo, woo.”

Naturally curious I Googled — and went down many rabbit holes. At times I feel that I have lost many valuable hours trying to gain an understanding of what all of this means. Because I too was awakening from a deep slumber induced by my environment. From each interaction, things became slightly clearer.

But what I was finding — there was no concise road map left behind by others who have gone before me that I could use.

So here it is –a journal of my unearthly travels. Hope this helps someone make a little more sense of this all.